dear future husband,

I need someone who will love me regardless of my past. I need someone to help me not regret what I did everyday of my life and help me forget… and I need the someone to be you.

I love you…

Dear future husband…

So tonight as I lie in bed, awake I will be thinking of you… Of our life, how I want it too be how I need it too be. I will lie awake wanting to be in your arms yearning to wake up next to you. You will slip into my bed in my imagination but when I wake up in a bed too big for me too empty because your not there with me.

I am waiting…

At night when I can’t sleep I name our kids and imagine our future home…I wonder if you do the same….

I’m hoping that God will revel you to me soon because I need you and I know that I must seek God more in order for you but its hard. I love you…

I don’t think that I’ll ever stop loving you.

I really want to be in love with you…

I really want to have a water gun fight with you…